Chap 1 pg 7 "I Met Myself"

I met myself at a cross-roads
I did not blink
Not knowing what to do
my heart began to sink.

It was myself I feared.
Not some great beast
my mind my greatest enemy
a preverbiale feast.

You opened the door
pulled bake the shade
Now my eyes are open
no more to fade away.

Chap 1 pg 6 "Still Miss You"

Fly me away to a diffrent world,
to a land of no pain or suffering.
Where the days don't end,
and I'd be with you my friend
We'd laugh and cheer as before.

But your gone tonight,
you left a whole in my heart
The only way I see you is my dreams.
The one who filled my soul with light.

But the days we had are done,
someday we'll meet again.
In a brighter land of joy.
Till then, your name I hear in the wind

Chap 1 pg 5 "Quite"

Be still, it is the quite of the night, t
he winds are blowing there wisdom...
They are saying
Go calmly through this world, and you will see it's beauty.
Never turn you back on your friends, even when they have to you.
Pray for your enemies, for they may need it more then you think.
Trust without fear, for God will keep you.
Care for your family deeply, you may need them soon.
Do not concern yourself with small things, they matter not in the big scheme.
and above all, this truth hold the deepest:
Love uncondittionally, for then you will be open to it's great power!

Chap. 1 pg 4 "Gone"

You'll never know how much I love you!
You'll never know how much I care,
but some day, when I don't answer
you know that I am not there.
I tried to love you with all my heart,
to you I was not important enough
so I decided to depart.
You had your chance,
but now I've moved on.
Now your ready to love me,
but I am long gone.
For I loved you as long as I could.
Until the thought of you hurt me so.
I won't seek you anymore
but rather let my heart grow...
grow fonder for another,
one who can heal this pain.
Who's passions run wild
without any restrain

Chap 1 pg 3 "Away"

It's come to this, our "change"
Lets not waiste time saying the words of others.
Let's write our own book, compose our own song.
Take life and run to the end of the pier, where the
children fish.I don't know why I'm feeling this way, but I want
to set us free. Let's dance in the dusk, betwist the
graves of those whom have gone before.
Let's paint or own beautiful picture.
I place flowers in your hair to match the diamonds
in your eyes. We'll travel beyond this place to a
domain of dazzling lights, to the land of love.
Strolling under the Arc de triumph.
Away, we will change....

Chap. 1 pg 2 "Poison of Love"

Those poisonous eyes that draw me further inward.
Lips that beckon to be kissed with a passion so hott.
Skin that longs to be caressed by my soft hand.
You are undeniable, the embodiment of beauty.
Avidity never smiled so gladly as when she looked on you,
for you are the one that the angels sing of.
And yet you are with another, I can't say leave her
for I know you love her, but I can't say forget about me
for even if I must see you with another, it is still
better than not seeing you at all.
For I know that I love you, with something that I don't
fully understand myself, but I know it is strong.
I love you and always will no matter what happens
or where things lead. You are far more dear to me than
you can possibly realize.

Chapter 1 pg 1 "Here I am?"

So I'm just a boy,stuck in the suburbs
no one to love, just people to hate.
Breaking the glass, shattering the window
walking the grass, creating my own path.
So here I am, Painting with oils
dripping of blood, not mixing so well.
I painted this life, sculpted my own hell
don't need you sympathy
just a voice to scream with.
So here I am...